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I told my boss I am going to quit my job days ago, because of this non-stop work only gets my nerves. I don't have enough rest and don't have the mood to work out. Things are out of control for some reason. However, for celebrated the apartment got renewed, me and my flatmates hold a warm-up party at our place and celebrated with bunch friends. We lighted some candles and I made my first time special Tequila cocktail! Can't believe because everyone seem to love it a lot. I made entire four huge bowls and its all gone even the whole new bottle of Vodka turned empty in the end. And we were talking and hanging around and I was actually quite busy as a host, had to  taking care of everything. Most of us up till 3am in the morning which I think its very success in the end. : )

Oh, and my job. My boss told me he doesn't want me to go, he will try to sort things out.
But all I want is to have more breaks.

昨天晚上是聖誕夜，聖誕夜是一個家人團聚的時刻就像除夕夜一樣。 於是我邊工作邊想著自己突然很想家。很想家嗎？也不是每天都很想，平常都不太想；但這種過年的時刻就特別的想。特別的想....然後想到新年也沒得回去就覺得很惆悵。 然後雖然很多朋友在身邊，但那種惆悵實在沒法說。 也可以說是寂寞.....或是其實就是週期性的鬱悶。
最近不小心的又陷入一種很煩惱的情況。
就是每次都感覺有點自找麻煩的感覺...尤其在談感情這方面。
一切都還好，至少到目前為止。 不過我自己總覺得沒有很多時間陪我是很讓人討厭的事，我知道我自己也忙....我喜歡有Passion的人, 但更渴望有辦法平衡生活中每件事的人,而不是只是個Workholic.
一個事業成功的人...應該會有很多寂寞。 但財富可以戰勝寂寞嗎？ 財富能讓男人變成富翁，但不一定快樂；能讓女人變成貴婦...但可能也變成怨婦...不過沒有錢也快樂不起來.....

所以平衡是重要的吧。
讓自己快樂是很重要的吧。
找到Passion of Life是最重要的吧。

聖誕節快樂！: )