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It's funny I haven't engaged in a serious relationship for 2years. What's my problem? Bcuz I've been moving around? Or I just have problem with commitment? It's funny how I realize human beings always being in the mode called "Unsatisfied". We always want to pursue  the happiness. But why we always trying to pursue something we probably won't be able to have in the end. And we spent all our life pursuing the "thing" that we can only have it after we died and we only realize that right before we died but we already dying. How regret the feeling we are possibly going to have. Unfortunately we can't interview those died ppl, otherwise we may have some clue about the way to enjoy our life.
Talk about the unsatisfied again. Like right now I am working my butt on the job for over 6months and I hate it! I want to quit my job so badly but I clearly sure once I quit I would like to get a job or engage in something again. And sometimes I am lonely being single, but I know I get commitment problem and I always expect BF things, and I have the fairytale in mind which is no cool. So yeah, I am still in the endless circle of life. Ugh! I hate it...